|A real rafflesia. You know, the petals remind me of salami or pepperoni a lot.|
Gloom and more-so Vileplume's design were inspired by rafflesias. Who knew!
|If you play Animal Crossing:Wild World (DS), and you badly neglect the condition of your town , a rafflesia will pop up. I've had it once...Never.Again.|
Anyway, three days into 2011! I was supposed to start working on my most important goal, losing a ton o' weight, but got a little lazy and started today. As a confession, I've been neglecting my image for years now and my self-esteem died in 3rd grade. I'm very interested in the lolita and Dolly-kei fashion, but physically I feel like I don't do any of them justice so I don't wear the clothes yet (but don't get me wrong, lolita is not the only reason why I want to lose weigh, of course). Oh, that was kinda deep and personal, excuse me.
My other resolutions:
- Earn more money. 'Nough said.
- Get out more. I'm painfully shy. I've never been to a meet up or just go out for my own enjoyment.
- Learn to sew like a champ. This is a big one! If I knew how to create wonderful dresses that fits my big butt that looks like Brand, I won't have to buy Brand! A sub-goal is to try to recreate some past dresses by BTSSB that I've missed out on--namely the "hardcore" ones--like these two. I adore the Gothic aesthetic, but Baby was my first love. So pretty...
- Become a Beauty Queen. Not literally. When I grew up as far as beauty tips went I was taught the most basic thing ever: hygiene. That was it. Sure it's invaluable but I wasn't sure how to do my own hair, take care of it, how to use makeup or even figure out my own skin type! My self-image was a wreck before I even knew what it was. I have to start over and teach myself.
It is a new year. What do you ladies and gentlemen want do? What are you going to do?
Oooh, there is a lot going on in this post!